Lost the plot
Aaahh. Home after a long time not being at home! Life is weird at the moment. I’ve been at home approx 14 days since beg Dec 2005. I know. That’s pretty bad. And what have I got to show for it? Muchos tiredness, struggling to keep a relationship together, and terrible separation from my son. It has played havoc with the relationship I have with my son’s father. It seems like we have have spent so long apart that we might as well stay apart – forever. It’s hard – and all for what? A load of old codswallop advertising….I’m going to try and stay positive about this but I feel really spent. I’ve never felt so exhausted and useless in my life. The times they are a changing…………….
Rockmother 
Hey, I know it’s hard, but don’t let that relationship just wither because it’s a bit hard at the moment. Whatever you might think, a long term view is necessary. It seems a bit self indulgent to let the relationship with the father of your lovely son go by the board because, well, because things are a bit hard.<br/>Does that sound harsh? Well it should. You’ll fuck up his life if you don’t put some effort into it.<br/>But first, spend three weeks at home, don’t to anywhere. Then take a good look at it all.
….I know this probably isn’t a good time right now…but is there any chance of getting back that fiver I lent you to buy a litre of Diamond White and a family pack of pork scratchings? I wouldn’t ask, only it has been 12 years now and we do have quite a large milk bill outstanding….unless, of course, there’s any of that cider left……<br/><br/>Chin up,<br/><br/><br/>Bob
ok ok….thanks for being harsh Pope….I think I was super tired and super sensitive and had come in from a bit of a night out but bloody hell relationships are hard. All much better now thanks.<br/><br/>And as for you Swipe – I’m onto Toffee Breezers and jellies now – I’ve got some tokens from the casino in Sharm El Sheik if that will help? See you at the Job Centre next week. Bring your sudoku bumper challenge book with you.