Squish Squash
Yes – it’s a windmill and I currently feel like I’m going through it – the mill that is. So just a word of warning that it is going to be even more blogdry than it has been of late round here I am afraid. I’ll be checking in here and there and won’t be far away so please don’t give up on me (as David Soul would say). I’ve got loads of tricky real life stuff to try and face/sort out and am also meant to be going on holiday next week. If I take the computer with me I will no doubt post up a few pictures of the beach to make everyone stuck in London jealous! See you on the other side and thank you to each and every one of you that have commented, e mailed and texted me with your heartwarming thoughts and support. It really does mean so much. Thank you. x
Rockmother 
thats fucked up, and i’m sorry. i want you to have the best vacation ever.<br/>stupid grown-up bullshit.
Firstness – yep – it is a bit fucked up as there is nothing like the errant bison trying to attempt an out of the blue reconciliation when you don’t want them to and furthermore they are coming home to talk and there is nothing you can currently do about it! Roll on the holiday which I now really feel like not going on which he also assumes he is coming on. I had already cancelled the ticket unfortunately. Hideous. xx
Oh Dear, RM. I hope that you get any pertinent woes, bison-related or otherwise, resolved soon. If only for the selfish motive of wanting you back posting regularly. <br/><br/>First nations is correct – being grown-up sucks. Baby Trousers just went off super-happy because she got to eat Ready Brek with honey while watching CBeebies. Oh to be young.<br/><br/>Enjoy your hols.
Aw. Thinking of you petal. I hope you can switch off and not worry on holiday, at least til you get back xxx
Jimmy Pages Troosers – well I steeled myself and have got him to agree to not come home, not come on holiday and go to mediation as soon as we get back. A step in the right direction.<br/><br/>Annie – yes – feel a little more relaxed now – see above. Standby for another tapas evening with Great She early Sept – would be lovely to catch up once I’m back (and brown! ha!) xx
So relieved to learn that you are getting some space/time to yourself – especially the holiday (the alternative sounded truly hideous).<br/>Wishing you a lovely breather with good views!
Hope the holiday gives you an escape from the Real Life stuff and that you have a great time. Oh, and that things resolve them things eventually.
I’ll check in now and then but I feel the same way. Those fried green tadpoles look great.
Arabella – thank you and yes – the alternative was so wrong I just couldn’t do it. It’s all so painful.<br/>There are friends where I am going so it will make a difference<br/><br/>Betty – cheers love – I think it will help to be completely away despite the fact we are coming back to him in the house and a meeting with Relate!<br/><br/>Dickley – do drop by – I’ll no doubt be posting up inane drivel. Glad you like the look of my Pimiento Padron – I know they haven’t photographed very well but I can assure you they were delicious.
Do have a stunning holiday. Hope it all works out for the best which ever route you decide to take. x
ahha! when precisely are you going away? because i’m planning to bring the twins to london next week – probably thursday/friday – and it would be lovely to meet up. (i had the amazing delight tonight of hearing the results of ‘rock school’ – my son fronting his band to sing blur ‘song 2’ and ‘mustang sally’!) x
Ister – will do. I’m going to try and clear my head for two weeks as best I can. Thanks xx<br/><br/>Rivergirlie – oh bum! Am going Monday and would have loved to have met up. Still poss coming your way last week Aug or half term so will let you know. Son of Rivergirlie sounds cooool! xx
Have a great get-away-from-it-all, Romo.
Have a good holiday, Romo – hope everything sorts itself out for you
Geoff – cheers Geoffster – will do<br/><br/>The Whalester – thank you – I’m hoping I can get away and come back with a clear head